Alright Button?

There is actually nothing to see or read here anymore, the reason I keep coming back on is because I keep getting emails telling me that people are still viewing my blog.

So could the following people/ person just drop it?

Preston/ Lancaster, Lancashire UK 95.148.71.219 Firefox 3.6 MacOSX Orange Home Uk

Preston/ Lancaster, Lancashire UK 95.148.71.211 Firefox 3.6 MacOSX Orange Home Uk

Preston/ Lancaster, Lancashire UK 95.148.71.188 Chrome 6.0 MacOSX Orange Home Uk

Or send me an email detailing your fascination, because I really am intrigued.

Anonymous asked: what's you're new tumblr account? i used to love your posts on here but haven't checked for ages, then i come back and : [ xxxxxxxxxxxx

Mike by any chance?

As according to tracker you’re posting from Liverpool.

And it’s being linked to Liverpool John Moores, using Internet Explorer 8 and Windows XP.

I’m not going to be using this blog anymore.

For all of you lovelies that have followed me and communicated with me over the last 6 months and beyond, if you get a new follower within the next couple of weeks, it’ll probably be me.

“I’m fine”

One of the biggest lies a girl will ever tell.

Looking through Clearing…
There are a couple of courses at Liverpool but I don’t have the BBB they’re looking for, last year I got ACC. So to be honest I don’t even know whether to bother phoning them when the lines open at 8. The embarrassment of not having the right grades, and being told that, may well tip me over the edge at the moment haha.
Also, I don’t know whether I can be bothered. If I get offered a place (extremely slim chance), then accept it, I’ve kind of got to take it. I’m still pretty undecided about everything. And it would seem pretty stupid of me to take a place, then in 2 weeks time, turn round and go ‘Sorry, I don’t really want to go back to University yet.’
Wish my Ma and Pa were in the country.
I suppose that everything happens for a reason, and at the end of the day, what will be, will be. Blah blah.
End ramble.

averagebloke asked: Hows the decision making going?

Very slowly… ha. I’m kind of decided in a round a bout way.
I’ve got a ‘Plan 1’ and a ‘Plan 2’ so I suppose that has narrowed it down a bit.
A lot of things depend on Results Day this week and whether there are any potential suitable places in Clearing for me (if any at all, going by the recent reports in the news).
The one thing that I have decided is I definitely don’t want to continue doing what I’m currently doing. I need a change, a need a break, I need a fresh start and I need to do something that’s going to make me happy.
My target is to have made my mind up by my birthday. I want to turn 20 having a pretty clear idea on what I plan on doing. So that leaves me with 2 weeks and 4 days…
Fingers crossed.

Anonymous asked: If you could be with anyone/ anywhere right now, where would it be?

I’d be on a beach; beaches are one of my favourite places. It’d be evening time, but not quite completely dark. Warm-ish but with a bit of a breeze so I could have my denium hotpants and flip flops on but with a baggy hoody on too. I’d be sat on the sand, with a lovely someone, preferably a lovely guy. And just sat really close together. Talking about anything and everything, laughing and smiling. But then having moments of being sat in complete comfortable silence, looking out to the sea. Knowing that when it got too dark/ too cold, we’d head back home, and snuggle up in bed, nattering about life, death and everything in between.

That’s about it.

Hello, I miss you something rotten.